Thursday, June 11, 2015

One step forward and 10 back

Today at lunch i decided to log in to my blog for the first time in nearly a year and re-read my last blog......where i talked about not taking care of myself, feeling zero assimilation in Australia, and I'm  sad to say a year on i feel the same!!!!

I was talking to my eldest last night and saying how i felt i didn't fit in and what an amazing job she had done in our nearly 3 years here...... i was expecting her to say "you fit in Mum" INSTEAD she said "i think you're right Mum, you're not the same as the other mums"!!!!


Holy crap!!!!!


I'm left at 43 wondering if I want to change? What do i change? Back full circle to a year ago and I've changed nothing, What is the point of this life-changing adventure if its not life changing?